But losing myself was killing me slowly
I've seen dark nights nobody could save
Felt my own heart slipping away
But somehow through the chaos and pain
I learned the storm inside my name
Now I don't care who understands
I finally love the person that I am
So if you wanna stay with me tonight
Don't just love my eyes, love every reason why I fight
Can you love me in my lowest
When I don't know how to love myself?
When my past comes back like oceans
And I'm drowning in my mental hell?
Can you hold me without fixing
Every broken part you see?
Can you stay when I'm too heavy
And the world feels hard to breathe?
'Cause I'm not perfect
And I never will pretend
But if you let me love you
I will love you 'til the end
Hm
I used to think I had to earn love first
Hide my pain and always put you first
But now I know real love don't run away
The moment things get harder, complicated
Yeah, I got scars that still ache at night
Memories I still survive
But every wound taught me how to care
How to stay when nobody else was there
And after everything life put me through
All I really want is something true
No more hiding tears behind my smile
I just wanna feel alive for while
Can you love me at my lowest
When I don't know how to love myself?
When my past comes back like oceans
And I'm drowning in my mental hell?
Can you hold me without fixing
Every broken part you see?
Can you stay when I'm too heavy
And the world feels hard to breathe?
'Cause I'm not perfect
And I never will pretend
But if you let me love you
I will love you 'til the end
Oh
I made peace with all my demons
Now they don't control my life
And every time the darkness hits me
I remember why I survived
Maybe all this pain had purpose
Maybe every scar means something
Maybe people who feel deeply
Are the ones worth loving most
Can you love me at my weakest
When my whole world falls apart?
When I'm fighting silent battles
Deep inside my damaged heart?
I swear I'll never leave you
The way this world left me before
And even on your worst days
I'll just love you more and more
No more surviving, no more hiding
No more asking if we're enough
After everything we've been through
We finally deserve love
Hm
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